I thought it would be cool to invite my hypnotist from this entry I posted today, about my first experience being hypnotized, to describe the experience from their point of view. And I loved reading this. I was surprised by how moved I was, not to mention turned on, to read the genuine enthusiasm for hypnotizing (me) that's in here.
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I am (probably) not a hypnofetishist, but I do find giving my
partners pleasure to be a complete turn-on. It is tremendously
empowering knowing that I am the one in control of their arousal.
Hypnosis, with its potential for a variety of erotic experiences and the
perception of control (even if that isn’t an entirely accurate
perception), adds a new dimension to those more frequently explored
aspects of my sexuality. Divney at some point in our conversations about
hypnosis mentioned some interest in bottoming. While not specific about
his interests, it certainly gave me a lot to fantasize about.
Something important to note is that I haven’t really done much
research into hypnosis. Mostly out of a bad case of insomnia, I have
watched a lot of hypnosis videos on Youtube (with some success). Out of
those scripts I found useful and my experiences with Divney as a bottom
myself, I managed to jumble together an improvised hypnoscene.
Within the context of our usual interactions, I thought it would be
of mutual interest to experiment with heightened sensation and an orgasm
while hypnotically immobilized. I started with an induction that had
worked well for me in the past, then some passive progressive relaxation
and suggestions that his senses would be heightened. To my delight, he
seemed to quickly fall into trance and was visibly aroused with each
touch. Seeing his cock move when I touched a totally asexual area (like
his forearm) was incredibly hot.
However, by the time I was trying in earnest to get him off,
something seemed off. I wasn’t sure if he was feeling anxious about the
lack of control or if I wasn’t quite doing what he needed. First I tried
to relax him further, which didn’t seem to fully solve the issue. At
that point, I took a risk and suggested that his orgasm was unavoidable.
Soon-thereafter, he came and I was jittery with excitement. I counted
down to bring him out of trance, eager for feedback and a little
concerned that I had overstepped with that seemingly crucial suggestion.
Luckily with some discussion, I felt assured that I hadn’t done
something inappropriate.
It was particularly interesting for me to hear feedback in terms of
intrusive thoughts (something I have a hard time with too) and potential
areas of exploration that I hadn’t considered a possibility before. In
retrospect, I should have at least made a list of things I wanted to be
sure to touch upon within the scene, as I entirely forgot to use a
deepener which would probably have helped make the suggestions more
powerful and the intrusive thoughts less of an issue.
If I were to give Divney a rating, it would be “two thumbs ups --
would hypnotize again.” He is a much better hypno-bottom than he gives
himself credit for and I am excited to continue exploring with him, both
as a bottom and sometimes top.
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